I’m Not Everything I Want to Be

A film by

Czech Republic, Slovakia, Austria / 90' / 02/2024 / documentary

After the Soviet invasion of Prague, a young female photographer strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”
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“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”
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Klára Tasovská

Biography

Klára Tasovská graduated from the New Media Department at the Academy of Fine Arts and the Documentary Film Department at FAMU in Prague. Her mid-length documentary essay Midnight (2010) was screened at several international film festivals (Ji.hlava IDFF – Special Jury Mention, Visions du Reél Nyon, EMAF Osnabrück – Newcomer Award, etc.). Her feature-length debut Fortress (2012), directed together with Lukáš Kokeš, was awarded Best Czech Documentary at Ji.hlava IDFF 2012. It also competed at CPH:DOX 2012 among other European festivals and was nominated for the LUX Prize 2013. Her last film Nothing Like Before (2017), co-directed by Lukáš Kokeš, premiered at IDFA’s First Appearance Competition 2017.

Filmography

  • Midnight – 2010 – mid-length documentary
  • Fortress – 2012 – feature documentary
  • Gottland – 2014 – short film (part of omnibus film)
  • Nothing Like Before – 2017 – feature documentary
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Crew

Director: Klára Tasovská
Screenplay: Klára Tasovská , Alexander Kashcheev
Producers: Lukáš Kokeš, Klára Tasovská
Co-producers: Jakub Viktorín, Ralph Wieser
Photographs: Libuše Jarcovjáková
Additional cinematography: Radka Šišuláková
Sound Design: Alexander Kashcheev, Michaela Patríková
Editor: Alexander Kashcheev
Music: Oliver Torr, Prokop Korb / badfocus, Adam Matej

Festivals

  • Berlinale, Germany (15 – 25 February, 2024)
    Panorama
  • CPH:DOX, Denmark (13 – 24 March, 2024)
    Out of Competition: Highlights
  • Festival International de Films de Femmes, France (15 – 24 March, 2024)
    International Feature Film Competition
  • Hong Kong International Film Festival (28 March – 8 April, 2024)
    Special: Reality Bites
  • Las Palmas de Gran Canaria IFF, Spain (19 – 28 April, 2024)
    Main Competition

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Press materials

EPK: Click here

Stills, poster & directors photos: Click here

Dialogue list English and German: Click here

Embeddable trailer: Vimeo & Youtube

Downloadable excerpts & trailer: Click here

Social media:

Film:
instagram.com/ineiwtb/
facebook.com/ineiwtb/

Director:
facebook.com/klara.tasovska
instagram.com/klaratasovska/

Libuše Jarcovjáková:
facebook.com/libuse.jarcovjakova
instagram.com/libusejarcovjakova/

Producers:
facebook.com/somaticfilm
facebook.com/lukas.kokes.7
facebook.com/nutprodukcia
facebook.com/MischiefFilmsVienna

instagram.com/lukas_kokes/
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Press quotes

“one of the most profound, engaging documentaries I have seen in a long time”
Review: Martha Bird – Film Fest Report

“formally ambitious and accomplished — creative nonfiction at its best”
Review: Alex Heeney – Seventh Row

“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”

“Honest and forthright, and genuinely bold in both conception and execution, Tasovská achieves something quite special with I’m Not Everything I Want to Be, a film that is both intimate and sprawling in vision, and a tremendous odyssey into the trials and tribulations of a true pioneer.”
Review: Matthew Joseph Jenner – International Cinephile Society

“It brings out the cinematic qualities of the photographs themselves and their ability to document a life through its ambivalences.”

“I’m Not Everything I Want to Be returns to dualities and dilemmas again and again, but always remains faithful to the painful realisation that, for Jarcovjáková, being who she is (a non-conforming artist) was already a dilemma.”
Review: Savina Petkova – Cineuropa