I’m Not Everything I Want to Be

A film by

Czech Republic, Slovakia, Austria / 90' / 02/2024 / documentary

After the Soviet invasion of Prague, a young female photographer strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”
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“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”
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Klára Tasovská

Biography

Klára graduated from the New Media Department at the Academy of Fine Arts in Prague and the Documentary Film Department at FAMU in Prague. Her mid-length documentary essay Midnight (2010) was screened at several international film festivals. Her feature-length debut Fortress (2012), co-directed with Lukáš Kokeš, won Best Czech Documentary at Ji.hlava IDFF 2012, competed at CPH:DOX 2012, and was featured at other European festivals. It was also nominated for the LUX Prize in 2013. Her film Nothing Like Before, also co-directed with Lukáš Kokeš, premiered at IDFA 2017. Klára works as a director, producer, editor, and script editor. In 2020, she co-founded the production company Somatic Films, where her film I’m not Everything I Want to Be was produced. The film had its world premiere in the Panorama section at Berlinale 2024, was screened at more than 90 international festivals, and received several awards both in the Czech Republic and abroad (Czech Film Critics’ Award, Czech Lion, as well as awards at Camden International Film Festival, USA; NewFest – New York; Festival du Nouveau Cinéma, Canada; and Viennale, Austria).

Filmography

  • Midnight – 2010 – mid-length documentary
  • Fortress – 2012 – feature documentary
  • Gottland – 2014 – short film (part of omnibus film)
  • Nothing Like Before – 2017 – feature documentary
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Crew

Director: Klára Tasovská
Screenplay: Klára Tasovská , Alexander Kashcheev
Producers: Lukáš Kokeš, Klára Tasovská
Co-producers: Jakub Viktorín, Ralph Wieser
Photographs: Libuše Jarcovjáková
Additional cinematography: Radka Šišuláková
Sound Design: Alexander Kashcheev, Michaela Patríková
Editor: Alexander Kashcheev
Music: Oliver Torr, Prokop Korb / badfocus, Adam Matej

Festivals

60+ selections, 10+ awards

Select highlights: 

  • Berlinale, Germany (15 – 25 February, 2024)
    Panorama
  • CPH:DOX, Denmark (13 – 24 March, 2024)
    Out of Competition: Highlights
  • Hong Kong International Film Festival (28 March – 8 April, 2024)
    Special: Reality Bites
  • Las Palmas de Gran Canaria IFF, Spain (19 – 28 April, 2024)
    Main Competition Won: CIMA Award
  • International Documentary Film Festival Munich, Germany (1 – 12 May, 2024)
    Official Selection
  • DOXA Documentary Film Festival, Canada (2 – 12 May, 2024)
    Official selection
  • Flying Broom International Women’s Film Festival, Turkey (9 – 16 May, 2024)
    FIPRESCI Prize Competition
  • Docs Against Gravity Film Festival, Poland (10 – 19 May, 2024)
    Main Competition Won: Chopin’s Nose Award
  • Beldocs International Documentary Film Festival, Serbia (22 – 29 May, 2024)
    Czech Focus
  • IndieLisboa International Film Festival, Portugal (23 May – 2 June, 2024)
    Opening Film & Rizoma Section
  • Bildrausch Filmfest Basel, Switzerland (29 May – 2 June, 2024)
    International Competition
  • Olhar de Cinema – Curitiba Int. Film Festival, Brazil (12 – 20 June, 2024)
    International Competition
  • Transilvania International Film Festival, Romania (14 – 24 June, 2024)
    Larger-than-Life sidebar
  • Karlovy Vary International Film Festival, Czech Republic (28 June – 6 July, 2024)
    Special Screenings
  • Galway Film Fleadh, Ireland (9 – 14 July, 2024)
    Competition for Best International Documentary
  • Iceland Documentary Film Festival – IceDocs, Iceland (17 – 21 July, 2024)
    Feature Competition Won: Youth Jury Award
  • Camden International Film Festival, United States (14 – 17 September, 2024)
    Cinematic Vision Competition Special Mention
  • Sofia Documental, Bulgaria (30 September, 6 October, 2024)
    Official Selection Won: Best Woman Director
  • Festival du Nouveau Cinéma, Canada (9 – 20 October, 2024)
    International Competition Won: Daniel Langlois Innovation Award & Montréal Pride Award
  • NewFest – New York LGBTQ+ Film Festival, United States (10 – 20 October, 2024)
    Documentary Competition Special Mention
  • Viennale, Austria (17 – 29 October, 2024)
    Official Selection

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Press materials

EPK: Click here

Stills, poster & directors photos: Click here

Dialogue list English, French, German and original: Click here

Embeddable trailer: Vimeo & Youtube

Downloadable excerpts & trailer: Click here

Social media:

Film:
instagram.com/ineiwtb/
facebook.com/ineiwtb/

Director:
facebook.com/klara.tasovska
instagram.com/klaratasovska/

Libuše Jarcovjáková:
facebook.com/libuse.jarcovjakova
instagram.com/libusejarcovjakova/

Producers:
facebook.com/somaticfilm
facebook.com/lukas.kokes.7
facebook.com/nutprodukcia
facebook.com/MischiefFilmsVienna

instagram.com/lukas_kokes/
instagram.com/nutprodukcia/

Press quotes

“one of the most profound, engaging documentaries I have seen in a long time”
Review: Martha Bird – Film Fest Report

“formally ambitious and accomplished — creative nonfiction at its best”
Review: Alex Heeney – Seventh Row

“This film is as much a tribute to the artistic process and curiosities of a photographer as it is a revealing portrait of her existence, forming an unconventional but deeply moving coming-of-age story.”

“Honest and forthright, and genuinely bold in both conception and execution, Tasovská achieves something quite special with I’m Not Everything I Want to Be, a film that is both intimate and sprawling in vision, and a tremendous odyssey into the trials and tribulations of a true pioneer.”
Review: Matthew Joseph Jenner – International Cinephile Society

“It brings out the cinematic qualities of the photographs themselves and their ability to document a life through its ambivalences.”

“I’m Not Everything I Want to Be returns to dualities and dilemmas again and again, but always remains faithful to the painful realisation that, for Jarcovjáková, being who she is (a non-conforming artist) was already a dilemma.”
Review: Savina Petkova – Cineuropa